1 Month Anniversary

Hey Love it's been a month and 1 day since I have last saw you. I tried sleeping early today...but an hour later I'm laying awake in bed thinking of you. I really miss you and I can't see my life living without you. You are everything to me and when you slipped away, my motivation has lessened. I don't know what to do and I don't go anywhere special. I'm going crazy and now I know how it feels to fill in your shoes. When your days are long and you haven't a person to talk to you just feel all alone. I'm such a romantic person and always feel there is a destiny for love. I really lost that butterfly sensation inside. I used to watch all the romantic comedies and always have this tingly feeling because I was already with Mr. Right/ Prince Charming. I love those types of movies. Now I've "lost that loving feeling." I'm a libra - a hopless romantic and now I don't know anything anymore. I wish you where here and not with another. I wish I could call you and talk to you. I wish I knew what was on your mind. I wish this whole month of not doing much was spent laughing and loving you. All I have of you is your memory, your pictures and an image of you in my dreams. I wake up and you disappear. I miss you and I love you so much. I wish I knew if you are happy now. The only thing I don't want to know is that I have been replaced.

Make It Real

Tonight it's been a year

we met each other here

Here I am all alone

as thoughts of you go on

Hear me cryin' out to you

you said, "Never, never would I leave"

Here's a tear from me to you

and maybe it will make you hear me

I loved you

You didn't feel the same

Though we're apart

You're in my heart

Give me one more chance to

Make it real

In a dream you are here

You smile and hold me near

And in my heart

I'll pretend

that you are here again

Hear me cryin' out to you

You said, "Never, never would I leave"

Here's a tear from me to you

and maybe it will make you hear me

Give me one more chance to

Make it real