Homesick.

I can't grasp the fact that we are apart. I'm here; you are there...no fair. I want to be with you and right now, I feel so homesick that I don't see you. I can't feel the warmth of your paralyzing kisses that leave me wanting more and more. It hurts that you have to leave me again and again - when all I want is to be with you for eternity. Isn't it that what you wanted? You told me that in the beginning that I was your dream. Even though I kept my thoughts and feelings inside, I wanted to burst out and tell you..."Yes, I wanted everything that you desired too!" I know that was all you asked for from me from the start, to let you know everything and anything about me. I was a mystery to you, a mystery that you had to break. And when you couldn't become familiar with the unknown, it was crushing your heart. After time, I let you in slowly about who I was and what was essential to me, but to you it seemed as if it was just forced out of me. It was unnatural, it wasn't by my effort. You told me that it was too late. Even though it was overdue, no matter what doesn't love persevere? My love for you still exists and will never end.

Waiting For Your Love

How can I explain the sorrow and my pain
I believe that you and I should be together once again
Every night I pray, that you'll come back to me
But the tears keep falling down my face, when you're not around
and I know you're gone..gone away
All I do is wait for you each and every day
and I know your gone, gone away
All I do is wait for you each and every day
Ooh I'm waiting for your love
Im Wondering where you are, are you with another girl
Are you showing her your world
Im waiting for your love, I wanna see your smile,
brighten up my day
Yes I'm waiting for your love
Yes I'm waiting for your love
Many sleepless night
I waited by the phone, wondering where you are tonight
If you are alone, if I had another chance(another chance)
I'd never let you go
My heart's been broken in two..and its all because of you
And I know you're gone..gone away
All I do is wait for you, each and every day
And I know you're gone, gone away
All I do is wait for you, each and everyday
Oh Im waiting for your love
I'm wondering where you are, are you with another girl
Are you showing her your world
I've been waiting for your love
I wanna see your smile, brighten up my day
Yes, I'm waiting for your love
Yes, I'm waiting for you love
Oh Im waiting for your love
I'm wondering where you are, are you with another girl
Are you showing her the world
Im waiting for your love
I wanna see your smile, brighten up my day
Yes, I'm waiting for your love
Yes, I'm waiting for you love