Love 'em & Leave 'em

June 17, 2005. You asked if I had any last words for you and I was frozen. I was in shock. I couldn't believe that you where not going to work on our relationship with me. I was left speechless and you blurted out..."I love you too." I grabbed your hand not wanting to let you go. You knew that I didn't want you to leave me behind, but you made up your mind. You unhooked my hand from yours and you walked away. I wanted to die because I felt like I was run over by a car 2o million times. It was a nightmare and I wanted to wake up. But no, it was real and I couldn't believe that you had walked away. I kneeled down by the door to watch you drive off. I couldn't move and I didn't want to leave from my spot, thinking that any moment you'd drive back around and tell me it was such a mistake. That you didn't want to fail me and that you wanted to take me into your world ever after.