Fuck.

I woke up at 3 am this morning and I couldn't sleep well once again. I can't get over you. I really try to be strong. You just haunt my mind nonstop. Why can't you get out of my head? Why am I so deadly in love with you? The memory of how I saw you last that keeps replaying over and over in my mind was when you just walked away from me leaving me helpless. Then all that fades away when I reminisce about the passionate love and fun we had just being with each other. It saddens me that all of that now is just a memory. I wish I could relive it, feel it, smell it, hold it and keep it locked away forever. Where are you? Will you come back? Or should I let my guard down and let someone else new in my life? I could and hopefully get over you. But, I'd rather be with you.

Miss You Like Crazy

I used to call you my boy

I used to call you my friend

I used to call you the love

The love that I never had

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy

Even more than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

Boy I'm so down

When your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want

You're all that I need

Can't you see how I feel

Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy

Even more than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

Boy I'm so down

When your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy